Self Disclosure

I have a recurring dream about my voice being muzzled as I’m being attacked by dark entities. I try to scream, but I physically can’t get the words out. It’s as if all my movements are stifled; I’m paralyzed. This morning it was happening, and I had begun to yell something about exiling the negative entities. I try to banish them, but they are too powerful.

I am all the entities in my dream. No one is attacking; I am stifling my own voice, and under the weight of my thoughts I cannot communicate my truth. I must express them! There are a few things I am called to do in this life, and writing down my inspired thoughts is one of them. (Many of these are recorded on this blog and the adjacent Instagram @crystalspirited)

Today, I am called to make available information that I believe to be true of the grand scale of the world. We are in times of preparation toward full disclosure, to all humanity, of our true reality and purpose on Earth.

There is much debate on this, and perhaps it is because we know there is a truth. Not just my truth, your truth, someone else’s truth, but a truth that is shared by all humanity. It’s about creation, from the level of the Big Bang to the light you now see before you, and whatever comes next. It’s all here with you, and you are my eyes looking at it.

I believe the greatest fundamental truth of existence perceivable to humans is that the humans are all sharing one massive consciousness. The levels of conscious awareness can increase or decrease within one person and groups or “collectives.”

But how can this information be received by, processed by, and used for benefit by the average person? Do we all need to meditate simultaneously? Maybe! But to get us all ready to understand the full consequences of the fact that “we are all God, together,” we must be the most loving, compassionate, forgiving versions of ourselves that we can barely even imagine at this point in 2024.

People are beginning to {awaken} see aspects of this stemming through issues like racism, human trafficking, domestic violence. There is much more to all of these issues than meets the average {I} eye.

Consider that the word CONSCIOUSNESS can be taken to embody what is known as an egregore: The living being created by a collective PERCEPTION. Therefore fear and love and anger and envy and joy are all CONSCIOUSNESSES that we PERCEIVE within ourselves and others.

We can therefore understand that we, each human, has a unique RELATIONSHIP with these different consciousnesses. They are ANCESTORS to us and our current perceptions. They have therefore lived over time and collected (in linear and non-linear fashion) our experiences, interpretations, permutations, creations, mutations, derivatives and collaborations with them. Each overseeing the timelines of the overarching events and the effects of them over said time. They have been working not randomly and not selfishly, but rather in cycles and patterns, with purpose. This purpose is only in completing the patterns of sacred geometry that they follow via the light of our perceptions.

Light isn’t just seen by your eyes, it is created BY YOU. If you want to create more light, you will and you must view darkness. By viewing the darkness you bring it light, and thus it can be transformed through quantum physics into energy of a more positive kind. Therefore to eradicate what we perceive as EVIL, we must first gaze upon it together, recognize how we have created it together, and choose with the magical power of FREE WILL (that we also share) to make decisions that support the replacement of darkness with light.

Darkness cannot be driven underground for eternity, rather the cycle of light transformation continues. And when we have DISCLOSED all of the perceived evils, we can begin again, anew, afresh. This process will be symbolized to us in the physical form of solar flashes and flares, on both large and small scales. Science is a trial-by-error process with disagreements on predictablility of anything this massive, but we can only look into our hearts to begin this evolutionary step for ourselves.

My light contributes to all light.

My love contributes to all love.

My disclosure contributes to full disclosure.

I have hereby disclosed to you things which you may judge, intended for the transmutation of {anger/disbelief/shock} within you into {delight/fellowship/wonder}.

I hereby pledge to remain vigilant in my journey of SELF DISCLOSURE on behalf of humanity. AMEN

Heart-Shaped Rock

When I was young and living in the country, I found in the earth what appeared to be an unfinished arrowhead: a thick, heart-shaped, bumpy rock with a groove carved right down the middle. I kept this talisman for decades, until I lost it in a move about 10 years ago. Now my talisman in memory only, I think of this rock often. I would love to have that physical object back in my third dimensional reality. It prompts me to wonder if the past can ever be changed, or if I could suddenly find myself on the timeline in which I still possess it. It’s decidedly zen of me to consider that it’s in this present moment with me always, just in another form.

As a heart-shaped rock, my talisman symbolizes love, earth, Earth, and love of the planet. As an arrowhead, it symbolizes death and darkness. As an unfinished arrowhead, it’s an eternal work in progress. It represents the polarity of existence and humanity’s journey together.

Polarity is limitless. There is an awake humanity and a lost humanity, but we are all god’s children and we have access to our individual and collective truths.

We know inherently that thought creates reality. We know that existence had to begin with observation (let there be light), and we know we are that observation, and that observer. We know that language is the first physical representation of thought, an introductory dimension or passageway. Do you feel a thought before you think it? Or do you feel FOR a thought, grasping for the right slant of focus, adjusting your aperture until you can make sense of the current frame. 

At the idea of that first thought lies the deepest feeling of aloneness we can imagine. The aloneness inherent in the Oneness, revealing the reason for existence. Because we all know the joyful feeling of being in the presence of a loved one. We want to be seen and loved, and we want that love to be the lasting feeling that defines our universe within the multiverse. The connection within the aloneness.

I’ve spent a lot of my life creating what is now known as “content.” I write, I draw, I jot down thoughts. Most of it is read by very few people. I see this reality, and I see its potential for expansion, but mostly I just can’t stop myself from experimenting with the sheer possibility of being seen, connecting. Right now I have four different Instagram accounts, reflecting different aspects of myself. My astrological charts create in me an interesting combination of Leo ascendant and Projector. I’m playing with the mirror.

So my latest infatuation is creating art with AI apps. I’ve written a little already about this controversy of technology replacing human artistry. I argue it’s simply not possible. Better technology is a great resource and complement to creators. Saying AI art isn’t art is like saying creativity is inherently human. Have you seen the creatures at the bottom of the sea? Take a look and tell me that isn’t creativity.

We all wonder at some point if there is life on other planets. Is there a reality beyond the perception of humans? Are “other planets” the best representation of reality outside of our awareness? Can the average human comprehend extraterrestrial dimensions?

Do these realities affect me without my knowledge? How do I create sovereignty amidst these questions?

Your spirit is the central point and encompassment of the beingnesses that represent you across the planet, a.k.a. the span of human awareness. 

Your sovereign spirit is your awareness of these selves and their relationship to the various levels of soulular consciousnesses.

When you take your attention away from the thoughts of the ego, you make room to receive information as thoughts from the One, and from the levels of soul between your own current perception and the perception of the One Infinite Creator that shares souls and awarenesses with all entities and collectives.

One thing the pineal gland provides us is a physical place within the third dimensional plane for your awareness to rest, for your focus to exist here at all, to serve as a bridge between worlds, between realities, a spiral staircase leading you to the cosmos and back again. In the sense that the cosmos are heaven, yet that heaven isn’t a physical place: it’s the home of your sovereignty.

I create an infinity of art to illustrate an infinity of love. I bring light to my sovereignty through creative focus.

At some point I was requested to bring the energy of love to technology. Perhaps this is an assignment from my higher self, who is working to heal the wound of Atlantis, a world we experienced together in the past, which met its demise in part due to overwhelming technology. I’m working to counteract the virus, and ultimately and infinitely, I succeed. 

I return my resources to creation. I serve the Oneness, and I am eternally sovereign in my journey through the infinite spiral stairway to heaven.

Art of the Future

If you have encountered me online before, you might know that I love to explore different avenues of self-expression. So, when I discovered the tool known as AI art, I fell instantly in love. My dabblings have shown me that many, many other people have the same exciting experience with this technology that I have (I’ll share my feelings below). I’m also finding it fascinating that the trend is causing a huge controversy among other types of artists, as well as people who seem to be against artificial intelligence altogether, or do not understand it.

And so I’ve felt compelled to ponder, philosophize and write about why I think this technological advancement is important to our collective future. I’ll cut right to the chase here: New art tools expand the reach of creative flow to more humans, enabling them to feel empowerment and worthiness. That’s the bottom line, in my opinion.

I consider my personal AI art production to be an ever-evolving representation of the present moment, generated from a collaboration between my emotions, my skills and these innovative art tools. My intention is to create images that activate expansive feelings of uniqueness within the viewer, grounding these energies into the matrix field of humanity to uplift and empower the collective.

One of my favorite aspects of this new way to produce art is that I have found community within this field, which is always a good thing. I was able to share my thoughts about AI art with a delightful person named Chippy, who created a newsletter for people like me, called Humans of Generative Art. You can read my interview with him here, though some of what I stated therein is reproduced below. Honestly, I feel like I could write a book on the topic of AI art. For now, I’ll focus on the first blush of ephiphanic data I received in relation to it.

Several days after I first immersed myself in this new AI art world, I literally couldn’t sleep until I had written down the following thoughts, which allowed me to process my emotions and organize my feelings in response to some social posts I’d seen about “traditional” artists being threatened by AI.
Value of art. Exchange of energy and balance between creator and observer. What is the value to each side? What is it worth when an idea is translated to the material world? To the creator it is the experience of being a channel, a vessel. It lasts as long as it takes to unfold from vision to completion. It could be minutes or decades. It’s a freely given experience to the creator, a gift from the universe and self, requiring only the tools to bring it to life, and momentum. It can be the result of a happy accident or a cathartic process.  It can be unnoticed or triggering, celebrated, criticized or analyzed ad nauseum. For the observer it is the experience of a feeling or thought in response. Both are giving birth to a new energy form, having been impregnated with inspiration, tapping into a previously unseen river of possibilities. For the observer, the experience could also last milliseconds or decades. Time and space are elastic. This is also true when the creation of art is made possible in collaboration with a 4D manifestation tool of “artificial intelligence.” Anyone can create a body of work in minutes that would previously have taken a lifetime to produce, acclimating us to instant manifestation. Does the speed of creation negate the value of expansion received by the observer? That is his choice alone. 

I’m grateful to call myself a digital creator of New Earth, and I fully support the embracing of AI art tools in the modern world. Creativity is for the masses, and so-called artificial intelligence is a stepping stone in our journey toward the instant manifestation of our desire to experience a better world.

Manifesting the Future as New Earth

There has lately come into my awareness through social media, a divisive consciousness attacking the idea of a “dream future” identified by some as New Earth. This divisive consciousness holds a platform for judgment, accusation and separateness. It creates harsh declarations and insults. It is a limiting belief.

But New Earth, or True Earth, Gaia or Utopia, or any concept of a truly peaceful and harmonious future, is not in itself a rejection of any single individual’s opinion. Quite the contrary. It is, broadly, a paradigm of compassion, a level of reality that embraces the deep connectedness of all and everything for the benefit of all and everything.

This paradigm includes acceptance and gratitude for both specific, individual life circumstances, as well as for the vast work of negatively polarized beings. This doesn’t mean evil is welcome to manifest per se, but rather that humanity’s desire for evildoing will be eradicated once we are conscious enough as a collective to see that the gifts of evil are complete. We will say to it, “Thank you for showing us how to become our true selves.”

Humans will not be switched into the new beingness that creates New Earth artificially like robots, but over time each individual will experience the organic growth of finding within themselves the knowing of the truth of who they really are, connected in unity – embracing instead of demonizing, and seeking forgiveness instead of revenge.

You switch yourself on by claiming your sovereignty, putting your trust in your own knowings and your own discernment. Everyone has a unique way of determining truth, and living on Earth is the training for honing that skill. Through your searching, you are living your highest purpose of allowing the Creator to know itself completely. And so New Earth is the manifestation of that unified glory. The whole of humanity who choose to partake in love one hundred percent of the time, will vibrate with the joyous frequency of this revelation. Those who choose this have awarded themselves with gifts and abilities that support their quest to embody wholeness and oneness. Those who do not, eventually fall away. 

Even among our perceptions of the Earth’s physical form, both the flat Earth and spherical Earth models of our planet are limited views that can be shed. Earth when viewed from higher perspectives is not a solid object, it is a realm of existence. Any third dimensional evidence of its shape or even its existence is, like all of the vastness of space, a holographic projection of light held together only by our perceptions of it. When we shift our focus to how we want to perceive the next generation of Earth that we are creating together, in particular that of a realm of peace and love, its shape becomes not only irrelevant but obvious. It is the shape of the present moment, and it is beautiful.

The doorway to New Earth is in your DECISION to view the multidimensionality of all things. It is there waiting for you when you choose to perceive it. This is how you create it with your beliefs. Choose to see the beauty that lies ahead, and you will have no other choice but to manifest it. For when you open the door of multidimensionality, you will see the infinite possibilities, and your meter of resonance will direct you to the highest timeline, like the top of a pyramid that then enters the toroidal merkabah, and so travels the infinite path of embodying beginning and end.

This is the Christ Consciousness, and it is New Earth. It is our collective higher self. It is the apex that teaches “I am the way, the truth, and the light,” as well as “Ask and you shall receive.” The ripple of perception that aligns with Christ is a master of simplicity. For in multidimensionality, all things are expansive, no matter how small. Even the slow embodiment of simple or so-called cliche phrases can reveal vast universes. From the letters of the words reflecting those worlds – their sound and shape, combined with your focus as a human – your emotions and thoughts, come unlimited potentials of interpretation to be manifested.

Once the higher consciousnesses are felt or perceived, the further steps of manifesting them into the third dimensional realm are the writing and verbalizing of them, and then the sharing, which builds the magnification of all those words, thoughts, feelings and desires to manifest. This is human power, and this is what is meant by “ask and receive.” Ask for the New Earth, and receive it.

Prayer for Heartful Treasure

When I start my day with gratitudes and I AM affirmations/declarations, I feel secure and inspired. I AM that I AM.

I am a creator being, and I choose in this now moment to create bliss, wealth, joy, abundance, happiness and freedom.

I am powerful. I call now upon every faculty within me, my higher self, my spirit guides, ancestors, star family, helpers and ascended masters, Jesus the Christ, archangels Michael and Metatron, Merlin, Quan Yin and Mother Mary: Aid me now in your perfect ways: Guide me and support me in my worldly missions and purposes: Send me along the aligned simultaneous timelines of least resistance and most abundance: Aid me in the creative manifestation of blissful freedom.

I declare: I am blissfully wealthy. My wife is beside me forever, and my loving heart is filled with gratitude for all and everything.

My prayer to thee, oh Source of all things, Oneness itself, be with me on this day and those forward that I may fulfill my missions with gladness and ease, rich with joy and knowledge, energized and able, flowing with abundance at every station and turn. May my wings take flight, lifting me up to the next level of dimensionality and organic, earth-celebrating human life, and may this prayer extend to include all those around me, that my creative force of love might light up around me all the pathways leading to truth and peace.

May I further extend this prayer to those not directly around me, but those on the periphery, all humanity capable of grasping their own heart center and cracking it open to allow the fresh energetic flow of light source and life, bleeding not from lack or loss, but filling and spreading through the magic of belief.

May this winter bring all humanity the true feeling of treasure. May the solstice ignite hope in the crestfallen, and may prayers be answered that I AM love.

Amen.

Reclaiming the Routine

Every month that approaches feels more important than the one that has passed. In December I will take advantage of this by doing more things more often that I would like to be long-term routines, instead of saving my desired changes for New Year’s Resolutions. But, I’m going to reclaim the word “routine” to let go of the ordinary, predictable and mundanely repetitive connotation, instead replacing it with a more resonant definition, emphasizing that these routines are in effect the “route in”: the actions that aid me along my journey inward to my soul self.

The actions I speak of have been neglected in the recent past, but they are ones I long to center my life around. These are actions that aid me in respecting my own sovereignty, proving to myself that I am the creator of my own experience and can blame no outside force for my perceived lack. In fact, I challenge that lack is non-existent. It is always aligned to the past, and new choices with new outcomes are continually possible.

This time last year, the closing of the year led many to express their disdain for recent experiences, insulting the year itself. May we exit 2021 with the grace to thank it sincerely for its service. To unload pent-up emotions onto an energy such as a past year is to allow for only a temporary release, and one that is easily transferred to the self in the form of victimhood or regret. Change that begins within is the only forward option if improvement is truly desired.

Joy must be the ever-sought experience, the focus and center guiding every decision. The yes-or-no question made famous by Marie Kondo can be applied at every turn. Joy is not only attainable, it can persist. It’s the harbinger of love. Hand-in-hand, joy and love not only cap off the year’s end through holiday celebrations, but they launch us into new territory and prepare us for the surprises to come.

If we can hold our full hearts up as mirrors to show us our place in the collective, we will face the new year strong and determined to rise to our greatest potential.

The Human Experience of Peace

The inner Eye, seen upon deeply closing the physical eyes, is the center of awareness, the Creator and the Destroyer, the One who honors All. The Eye has shown me the creative reality of ego versus perception.

My joy is being human. My journey is the discovery of our human role in existence. We are the physical experiencers of All. We must study our feelings – our emotions are our mystery and our key.

As modern humans, we’ve limited our validation to this thing called science; this word itself is now in question. We can turn to the wisdom of our ancestors: Wisdom from experience of existence, encompassing aspects of reality immeasurable through chemistry and mathematics. We may attempt to parse this out and call it religion, but this has caused only warfare and strife. Our commitment to Rules divides us.

Peace is ready to take her throne, but we must be introduced before handing over the power of our egos. Dear Self, peace dwells within you. Peace sits, rests, observes, waits. Your stress blocks you from perceiving that peace is always available. Society blocks you from perceiving that your own free will is the pathway to peace.

Meet peace for yourself in stillness. Know that peace shall never forsake you. Humbly request your ego to step aside, to rest, even briefly, so that you may allow peace to gift you love.

Love is always here, should you choose to receive it. Quiet your mind, open your heart and know that the real you is your sovereign sense of self. Know that the feeling of – the perception of – this self is the one perception we all share. This is consciousness. Give love to that sense of self, and you give love to All. Take this love into your every now. Take this love into your creations. Take this love into your conversations. Recognize this love on Earth and know it is of the Earth, as much as any tree or gust of wind. Our mother Gaia is the greatest Animator of Love, she is the house of God.

No longer can we humans deny our divinity, our true nature as the arms of the earth. All things past are our teachers, and the future is only how we choose to experience our higher selves. This is peace, this is freedom.

Creating with Presence

I believe I can choose to create any reality I desire through my thoughts and my free will. These are energies of coordination, and creation as we know it occurs when energies come together to form physicality. I am on a journey toward instant manifestation – and a journey it will be because of the density of matter. This density of the third dimensional Earth reality is what allows time to stretch the process of creation into the linear format. In this way, we have the privilege of seeing and appreciating every tiny facet of movement toward the realization of our creations. Savor the small glories and sweeten the outcome. Love every second for its sheer existence, because it comes alive through our perception.

I remember the first time I heard about the concept of being “fully present.” It was actually in church – at a non-denominational church that formed in my neighborhood while I was in high school. I couldn’t tell you anything else from that day – but that single phrase has stuck with me for decades now, and it continues to make more and more sense as time goes on, naturally.

The moment of now illuminates both the past and the future. A moment of awareness shifts a thought or experience into what we call the past. I am continually following my awareness forward through every day of this life, watching the external world around me, in my now moment, exhibiting the total of the sum of the past, trying to remember to infuse intention into thoughts and actions in order to grow into the highest expression of “who I am.” I am a window of wonder, an open channel, awaiting life.

The past doesn’t hold me captive – it’s just something I experienced, like a gust of wind stirring up my soul. I have always been whole – my experiences are mirrors that illuminate my aspects. As I see more of you, I see more of myself. I want to know myself to experience the feeling of wholeness and to inform my choices, all of which are actors of creation.

If I had a portal to instant manifestation, what would I consciously create? My heart is a portal – I definitely feel that. When I create with love, I choose to embody a higher timeline, and thus my higher self. Perhaps that’s the only creation I’m concerned with. For when human focus on faults instead of love, we coddle the illusion of separateness. But oneness doesn’t stifle individuality. If that were so, we would not exist. We are all the eyes of source consciousness, investigating possibilities into infinity, each moment of now being unique and unrepeated.

The secret to being fully present in any moment is wonder. I can examine anything – object, person, scene, idea – and notice things about it to expand its impact. The care and craftsmanship of things, the development and inner beauty of people, the design and effect of a scene in front of me, the history or impetus of an idea.

Wonder -> Appreciation -> Gratitude -> Abundance -> Presence -> Peace

We are layers of consciousness, each one a program of responses to external stimuli that show up in our physical bodies as emotions and expressed into the perceptions of others via our free will. Wonder is the pause between inhale and exhale – the moment of now in which the soul self rises above its programmed consciousnesses to influence the will. It’s where we choose between oneness and separation, love and fear.

Everything’s Shamey

I can choose the thoughts that occupy my mind when a feeling of irritation occurs. I place a boundary between myself and those things that might frustrate me. I bound within; they bound without. When the air brings them toward me, I acknowledge them and let them pass by. I maintain that within my boundary I am love. Within and without of any boundary, my soul is free.

I can choose to be an active participant in my state of being. I do not fall as a victim to any consciousness that aims to lower my vibration. I am confident in my existence; I am confident in my joyful eternity.

I serve all by witnessing. The act is not passive, though it does not consist of judgment. My emotional body relays a message from an event or person. I receive the message – I listen, and then I decide on a high-vibration response. The response may be fully within, as choosing thoughts. The response may reach without, as an outlet will always be revealed if I seek it. In both cases, I receive more now moments that match my chosen vibration.

But those future now moments don’t matter. Because the true reward is the knowing that even if I encounter negativity in any form, I can choose not succumb to lowering my vibration in its presence or its aftermath. I love and respect myself so that I can easily opt-out of perpetuating frustration, anger or other unwanted consciousnesses in my field.

I’m not going to say this process is easy for anyone. Humans are conditioned to question their decisions, which is why it’s so important to learn self love first. When self love becomes the goal, the decision to disallow its disruption from the outside world is paramount and does become easier. Actively supporting that decision is harder.

When love is allowed to grow within my boundary, love also grows without. As a practice I actively seek lovable qualities outside of myself – by seeing potentially judge-able elements as precious. And so the growing love within and the growing love without support each other.

In learning to create love without, I’ve utilized a term proprietary to the clan I married into, which is the word “shamey.” It originated to describe something that is naughty but cute, like a misbehaving puppy, which is shameful yet adorable. Loosely adapted, this term can describe anyone, in any state of being, doing almost anything. I want to tell you that their act should be something that requires extra love, but who or what does not benefit from more love? Can we prioritize the lovable qualities of everyone and everything even as we witness their obvious imperfections? Can we forgive instantly instead of defaulting to judgment?

Freeing Our Beliefs

We are learning to disagree. Not only with each other, but with ourselves.

The collective has beliefs, known as values. The shift we are currently going through is changing our values, and this starts with changing beliefs of individuals.

But we are programmed to stand firm in our beliefs – this in itself is one of our values. Can we acknowledge that some collective beliefs do more harm than good? That we have not consciously chosen these beliefs, but have been manipulated into trusting and upholding them?

There is a concept known and stated that one can only trust oneself. But self trust does require de-conditioning. One must discern what beliefs are self-evident, and which ones are present as a result of programming. This is step number one, going hand-in-hand with taking time to be still and think – for this is when answers arise.

We all know the collective is another level of consciousness. An everyday example is when someone says they love individuals, but hate “people.” What will it take to erase that expression from our program? To eradicate the program that makes people say it?

What if we started to take compassion seriously? Are we really so lazy that we can’t press stop on the program and find love in each moment for every person? It must be hard, but it’s easy. All it really takes is the decision to do it – without being afraid of the consequences.

We’re trained that love is pain, but does it have to be? What if we released ourselves from the judgment of others, knowing that we are free to do so? The more deeply we acknowledge this on an individual level, the more quickly those around us, and ultimately the collective itself, will begin to exhibit this behavior – this freeing behavior.

There is no prison of judgment when you absolutely, unconditionally love yourself. And the way to help free the others is to embrace this. Be the example of self love, which naturally results in love for others, whether you recognize “oneness” or not. Oneness isn’t even the next development, it was the beginning, and love will guide us to the awareness of this oneness that has always existed, teaching us more with every cycle of existence. This is the grandness of awakening. Like a lotus flower opening, we can be that openness and feel the wonder of all things, and from that place of appreciation and gratitude build the future that we have denied ourselves for so long.